Monday, November 14, 2011

A New Post Just for Me...

...because I don't think anyone else is reading this anymore! :-)

It's terrible the way that I have been neglecting this little blog...it was my lifeline to some semblance of sanity a short three years ago...and now it is virtually catching dust as it waits for me patiently to add to it...poor little blog...

I thought I would take the time to write this evening, if for nothing more than to simply record this timeframe for posterity. You see, DH and I are in the middle of an IVF cycle. Yes, we decided this past summer that we wanted to have another child - a sibling for our sweet baby boy, more laughter for our already happy home. We decided that we didn't want to give up our dreams of having more than one child. We decided that we could give it one more good ole' college try. We decided that our cup runneth over...and perhaps we could make another little "sippy cup" to fill.

So off we went to our fertility clinic in the middle of August to meet with our new RE (we decided to request another doctor to work with this time around, as we felt that our old RE was far too pessimistic for our liking - despite our success). We had a great chat with our doctor, got our tests updated, and here we are - approximately 10 days away from an egg retrieval and transfer! Our protocol this time around is based mainly on the Sher protocol that we were on last time (agonist/antagonist conversion protocol with estrogen priming), with a little bit of "tweaking". Daily injections of 450 iu gonal f; 150 iu menopur; and 125 iu of cetrotide, combined with estradot patches. I've also been on 75 mg of DHEA a day for the past three months, in hopes that this will improve my egg quality and quantity. The thought of cycling again was daunting, made even more so by the fact that I was cycling with a toddler running underfoot. But it has been surprisingly simple and I have developed a good little routine for managing everything. The real test will be after transfer, when I will want to relax and put my feet up - but will likely be unable to because of a certain little monkey who constantly wants to be picked up, cuddled, and played with.

Speaking of my little monkey...oh, what a wonderful time this is! He is talking up a storm right now and gets into more mischief than I care to see....but every time I hear him utter "Uh-oh!" because of something he's done, it makes me smile. And it melts my heart. DH and I talk about him non-stop (...I fear we are in danger of becoming one of "those couples" - unable to talk about anything but our child...) and we are constantly amazed at all of the things he can say and do. For instance, tonight as we were reading his bedtime book, I heard him count to four. We had done this with one of his little board books before, whereby I had taken his little finger and had counted objects in one of the pictures together. Obviously, he remembered, because this evening he counted out loud on the same page that we had counted together on...oh, what a sweetie!!

I go for an ultrasound on Thursday to determine how many follicles we are working with - I've been busy saying many prayers and thinking positive thoughts. If there is anyone out there still reading this little blog - please also send positive thoughts our way!!

4 comments:

Courtney Brooke said...

Me! Me!!! I'm still here :D good to hear that you are giving it another go 'round!! I'm excited to follow you through your next pregnancy!! Are you hoping for a brother or sister for little Mason? My boy (Cash) will be a year old in December. I will stop right now and say a special prayer for this next ivf cycle.

My blog (if you're interested) is thesenyardpress.wordpress.com

It's a blog that only my close family usually reads but I thought I'd throw it out there!

rescogitatae said...

I'm still here and reading- you are on my google reader feeder! Nice to hear from you.

Good for you for taking the plunge for IVF again. I still think it sucks that infertiles have to go through the exact same mess to have a second baby, but I am very hopeful that things will work out for you.

I really love the updates about your son, since now it gives me insight into what I can expect my E. to be doing eventually.

xoxoxo
T.

Mommytobe said...

Good luck Springroll, I definately have my fingers crossed for you.

I'm too scared to face doing treatments again and have resolved that my monkey is going to be an only but the longing for another is still there.

Toddlerhood is so much fun, even with the sometimes trying times and tantrums. Wait til you hear your monkey sing the ABC's for the first time :)

Tania

Elizabeth said...

So happy that life is so good. I can't believe how much I love my little one, two would be just lovely. Praying for you sweetie! Won't it be lovely for M to be a big brother!